got back on XEG daily, but NO MONEY to pay for recordings, so I
could not send broadcasts. I managed to get three GOOD broadcasts
recorded but now we are again thrown OFF THE AIR and these broad-
casts will not go on!
Just $2,000 or $3,000 right now would save the work, get
it GOING, full power ahead. I am bewildered. I just can't under-
stand. I have been praying my heart out---BEGGING God to show me,
if I am at fault, where, so He can send deliverance quickly.
Always God has heard and answered my prayers. MIRACULOUS answers
hundreds of times. And I have been closer to Him recently than
ever before in my life---yet now, for the while at least, it seems
that although He always saw the tears of His prophets of old, He
won't see mine now. I DON'T UNDERSTAND! I feel heart-broken. We
can't keep the work alive another week, without a few thousand
dollars help. We are SO NEAR out of all our difficulties, it seems
impossible we should fail now. The answer is in God's hands, but
WE must do OUR part. As a last resort, I am sending this letter
just to you FEW co-workers who have been more faithful than most.
You already have invested in this precious work quite a little
money. I just felt it is not right to let the work fail and stop
without letting you know and giving you the chance, if you can and
will, to SAVE IT by now quickly putting in enough more to tide it
past this present plight. I would give my life for this work---I
have given my life TO it, and to God. Perhaps God wants to use YOU
---one or several of you dear co-workers---to preserve it now, as
He has promised. PLEASE PRAY, with all your heart, and IN FAITH,
as you never did before, and forgive me for troubling you with this
---I just don't know what else to do.
With love, in Jesus' name,
Herbert W. Armstrong